The moment you start having fans is the moment it gets dangerous. I have no one to talk to, you know. Come close to me, hug your lover, kiss your husband and prepare his favourite. What does your music taste say about you? You dont understand my anger, and thats fine. These are just a series of sentences strung together and addressed to the holder of the fragmented pieces of my heart. You are my pillar when I feel weak and tired, ready to give up. You made me question everything I believed in love, in life, but never my existence. Create a Free Account & Get 2 Free Reads. 2023 BuzzFeed, Inc. All rights reserved. 7"I murdered a man in Laos on 6/19/2002 and have . I decided that I would sit with my pain in all of its raw glory and honor the strength it took to get me to my place of heartbreak because it did require a ton of strength. Your family, your friends, and most of all you are so perfect for me. Founded in 2010, Thought Catalog is owned and operated by The Thought & Expression Company, Inc. For over a decade, we've been at the bleeding edge of media, pioneering an infrastructure for creatives to flourish both artistically and financially. //. Have you convinced yourself that what you did was the best thing that could have happened, even though its left them so entirely fractured that they can barely manage to get through their day without wanting to flee back home, curl up in a ball, and justsleepuntil it all feels better? You called me an assassin, your assassin. It was no different with my. ", (We'll never sell or share your information, either. Contributors control their own work and posted freely to our site. I've been through it (far too many times), and I know you have, too, but you don't have to worry. UVNAmerica asks Chance The Rapper to help distribute life-saving, ultraviolet light therapy device to HIV patients globally. Copyright 2012 2019 opnlttr.com. Every day we share together is another day I would love and appreciate. Mourning. They're . To the guy whos searching for answers, know that the answers are all you. Add your contact information. I will be there when you least expected so that in return, I will not have to lose you anymore. Then check it out as use it for any of the letters you want. Take good care of yourself, eat well and stay physically fit until we resume our normal exercise in the bed. I won't lie, at first I felt really mad that you decided you were somehow better off without me. You are everything that I loathe. Ariana Marcanti Sep 06, 2016 Concordia University Chicago Dear love, I don't even know where to begin. I hope that you havent tainted me and I dont come out on the other side of this as cruel and misgiving and hateful. This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator. And as Im writing, I remember one time You and me, lying on your bed, 90 Bedford Street, April 2010, we had been together for just a few short weeks and already we were like glued together. I love you: with every fiber of my being, with all the passion in my heart, and more than all the stars in the sky. We'll continue to spotlight top response articles every week on our homepage and in our Overheard on Odyssey newsletter. I can share my inner most secrets with you, without fear of judgment or rejection. An emotional letter to my my boyfriend, to tell you Im afraid, to tell you I dont want to lose you. A very human dad/husband who simply cares about God and us. Thank you for showing me just how strong I am. Im afraid that you might change, my love, Im afraid that you might not be the one I fell in love with anymore. Content here tells a story with the intention to shape narratives. I don't cry myself to sleep any more, my tears don't get me anywhere, no one can hear. Please dont judge mine. The fact that its all working out for you makes me happy but scares me at the same time, because its no ordinary line of work. I will make sure of it because I am not giving up on you ever. An example of data being processed may be a unique identifier stored in a cookie. Want to write for us? Required fields are marked *. You are the best adventure Ive ever had. Copyright 2023 Waylon H. Lewis Enterprises. Keep up with Arrah on Instagram, Twitter and behance.net. Join & get 2 free reads. To get started, write to glorie@theodysseyonline.com. I'll love becoming your wife and the mother of your children. This is a response to How To Stay Happy In A Negative Atmosphere. Photo is owned by the author (selfie) Dear No. I finally knew what peace was: to be calm in my heart even when circumstances turned life upside down. I don't want you to think that you are anything less than the star that you are because you've been treating yourself in a way that I just don't think you should be. I am fierce and hard but also soft and vulnerable. I'll love you for as long as I breathe and even into death. An Open Letter to Anyone Who's Lost Someone Too Soon Lexi Herrick 1 Comment December 2, 2016 5 Mins read Dear friend, I know you've received your share of condolences. You have shattered my heart, but you have not shattered my love. You have affected my life positively, and I am sincerely grateful to you for coming into my life. No matter how hard your life gets I will always be here. You are special. Before we go any further, there are a few things I need you to know about me. God has given me a beautiful gift, and the gift is you. The more it effects me, not only me but my family. The love of my life. I have no reason to feel that way but I love you, truly. I must also understand that even though my experience involves me and is about me, it is really about you . I hope I can be selfless enough to try and curb their pain as much as I can; I hope I dont abide by the all-too-easy idea that its not my problem. The end always comes as a surprise, and it's a tearful moment for widows and a bore for the children who don't really understand what a funeral is (thank God). How to drop the Spiritual Tools and move Beyond >>, By confirming, you agree to our Terms and Conditions and Privacy Policy. I wish I could sum up how you make me feel right now. Let me explain to you what it feels like to be told you are perfect in every way and will always be taken care of. The past is us, our story, what makes us today more in love than ever. Is it something you think about on your way to or from work, knowing that they have probably cried the entire way on their own travels? Youre still the epitome of everything I hope to never be. The truth is, sometimes I am. You, the one person i never thought would hurt and betray me is the one who hurt me the most. All Rights Reserved. I guess in the end if theres a silver lining to be found in any of this, its that I have been reminded once again what its like to feel like this. I promise you I am not trying to excuse that. If He Doesnt Want You Stop Trying to Convince HimOtherwise! It is because of this matter your health condition is worse now, I am not supposed to say this but for this reason, I will like to tell you that I am a good wife. It is faith, when we lose it in humanity. You are all I ever wanted. I cherish you beyond your imagination and will love to hug and kiss you where you are right now. However, I do hope that youre forever faded into obscurity on the outskirts of my life, out of my vision and out of my mind. With you in my life, a bright future is certain I love more than I used to love you now. For more information or to contact her, visit www.ariannajeret.com and tune into her podcast, The Greater Dater. I wanted to believe in you. Enjoy a daily moment of mindfulness in the midst of this busy life. I don't expect you to tell me everything about your past. It is a tool for forgiveness and strength. You taught me that it's okay to collapse, to be comfortable with silence, to cry at the drop of a hat, to bend but not break. And if I am? Your investment will help Elephant Journal invest in our editors and writers who promote your values to create the change you want to see in your world! The more I get to know you, the more I want to know, and . If you believe all of that. I'm here; remember that. Perhaps, though, you should refocus your line of thought and simply be glad my anger is not hatred and vengeance. We're excited to hear from you! I have met a lot of people in my life, but with you, it is different. I am so lucky to get this close to you. Does it matter at all that youve shattered someone? But what could I do? For this reason, I am using this opportunity to tell you that no other woman is on my mind than you. If I am truly being honest here, the only person I really hated was myself. When youre sitting at your desk, do you wonder if theyre sitting at theirs too and trying to fight back the aching need to cry? You are the best mother for my kids and so losing you will become a disaster to me. I know how painful it is to try and get through the day and remain cool, calm, and collected even though inside youre going through every emotion under the sun within a five-minute time period. Allow yourself to heal. Our relationship was designed by God, and I fell hopelessly in love with you I love you, Panda. I wouldnt have done so to you because there is no reason to do so. We complete each other. Drop them in the comment section. I will be OK because the love inside of me is strong and true. 1. Well, when you get dumped by a girlfriend or a boyfriend, the hole they leave behind is girlfriend/boyfriend shaped. You are the first man to call me beautiful and the first man I believed because I saw it in your eyes. But its there, real, present. I was coming to see myself on my own but you made it more special and more valuable, showing me I deserved love, to never give up hope on myself or the world. I was an independent woman. My love for you real I think the best thing about mutually falling in love with someone is that no matter how hard it gets, you know you're never going to fall. You're my "baka". You made a girl, who was told she could never dance again, dance. To the guy whos not just good looking but also is substantial. I wonder what it feels like to know that you have completely broken someone. "Without a doubt, the most engaging written piece on mindfulness! How to make yours fierce and toned >>, The Disadvantages of using Tarot Cards, Crystals & Manifestation. To the man driving the school bus on May 20th 2010, An Open Letter to the Woman Who Sold Us a Sick Dog, An open letter to the guy I'm not giving up on. I intend to stick to that promise, and I hope you realize that I will always be here, silently rooting for you and hoping you're alright. By Lexi Herrick, Contributor Writer and SEO Director I hated the fact that in the end it was so easy for you to just walk away and chalk this up to yet another soul connection with yet another woman whom you really didnt give a damn about. The truth is that I dont want to lose you to anyone at all. Author, Writer, Yoga Teacher, Witchy Healer At heart, though, I am still the sweet girl looking for a man who will keep me safe. An Open Letter To The Man Who Broke My Heart What I didn't realize was, I was playing a game, I was bound to lose the whole time. You are there to ground me when I feel like I can float away and guide me back to reality. 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